You say you really know me
You're not afraid to show me, what is in your eyes
Damn.
Tuesday, October 12, 2010 / 3:07 AM

Woah, it's been long, so so long since I have written anything here. Well, more like typed, but anyways I don't really have much to talk about nowadays, hence the emptiness of my blog and such. I'm starting to be very boring. Also, I noticed how neutral I've become nowadays, it isn't much fun, I want to be my old self again, the noisy, hyper, happy-go-lucky, annoying me, with little less annoyance. It was fun, I never could shut up and had fun no matter what situation I was in, now I'm like a boring 'old fart'(copyrighted ;D ). I'm so quiet and reserved unless I have something really important to say. I still like hanging out with friends, but it doesn't quite make sense anymore because I'll just sit at the side quietly listening to what they're talking about whilst I reserve my comments basically because I don't seem to have any comments, funny and weird at the same time. I don't know what happened, but I'm going to try my best to me the old me again, I miss it :( .

Trying to plan something fun for my birthday, so far no 'awesome!' ideas, so if anyone has any ideas, lemme know please? :D . I want to celebrate my 18th with a possible Bang! or just a Ba..? LOL. Either ways, I just want quality company since ze bestie is not here & to have fun. :) <3.>

J.e.s.w.e.n.a