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You say you really know me
You're not afraid to show me, what is in your eyes

let it out!

Monday, June 14, 2010 / 7:41 AM

I've been holding it in for to long already, so I am going to let out half of what I feel right now, this instant..,

Yes, I posted some stuff, said few things about how I felt, it's normal, people do that and they have a right too. Get a life.., for pointing fingers and not noticing you do the exact same thing even before I started, mind you.

Yes, there are so many posts about you because unlike you, I have a heart n feelings about loosing a "best" friend and I realise the meaning of the term, however, at least people don't know who I'm talking about and I did not let out all my anger in one post because I think before speaking. My previous posts weren't bitchy, not here, nor in facebook (until now) & you got annoyed (God knows how).

Another puzzling fact,you're mad at me for calling you a bitch? Let me make it clear, you tell people I always call you a bitch? I call everyone a bitch and don't mean it,yes, but I least of all call you kayhh, don't act like you don't notice.

Then you say your deciding to do what I always advice you to (even though apparently you hate my advice), which is not be a hypocrite, and now your angry just because I called you a bitch? I'm don't even call you one in the past. You even admit all the time that you are one, and I always disagree because I never saw the bitch in you, until now of course.

No. 1, I always friggin' use the term bitch, you know that, so what do you have to say about it? Please don't give excuses for the fact that you let out your uncontrolable anger towards me in public, with details as well, you the best :) .

No. 2, Also, let me get this straight, you do not like people calling you a bitch, yet you are acting like one right now, this instant, and I'm not talking about what you are trying to do to me ;) . You know what I am referring to, trust me. Opps, but you don't trust me anymore. Then again, who do you trust?

Eyhh, hello, grow up la kayhh :) , your not worth my anger or sadness anymore if you're gonna act like dis.

I thought you were more than that. To think I was one of the few who, deep down inside, knew you were smarter than this. Turns out, I was wrong, like most of the time kn?

BeeTeeDoubleYou, the people who agreed with you, mostly don't even know me as a person well enough to make those kind of assumptions about me. So yeah, your happy and convinced whatever you said makes you so totally right, just because some people who are not even close to me agree with you? Woah, such a shame you need opinions of people who barely know YOUR "best friends" to help you make decisions on a "best friends" character.

Bad character judgement much? Yes yes, very bad, very very bad.

Yes I have decided not to be a bitch for so long, but I am finally letting it out because you have gone too far, making me look like a pure total bitch in public. Owh which I'm sure you enjoyed, well, sorry to burst your bubble. I know I am being a total bitch right now, but don't you think after what you said, this is fair and square? C'mon, lets be mature now and shake on it so we can forever hold the rest of our peace after this :) .

P.S. :

I am not saying you were wrong for everything, you are a really really good person when you want to be, I have seen it before. Yet, I don't know what happened, and yes, I know I was wrong at some parts, for my sarcasm is the tiny thing that started all this. So yeah, sorry for being sarcastic all the time but I do not insult you THAT bad okayh, you know that and sorry if I ever made you feel like crap, NO best friend wants that for the other. However, it is sad that you are not sorry for doing it in public instead of being mature and talking to me about it. Yes, you will be so angry when you read this because you know I am mostly right, maybe wrong at some parts, but you decided not to confront me in person right? So yeah, you will be mad but try to calm down and think rationally about what I said, if you cant, then I am sorry to say, our friendship is literally over.

J.e.s.w.e.n.a

You say you really know me
You're not afraid to show me, what is in your eyes

let it out!

Monday, June 14, 2010 / 7:41 AM

I've been holding it in for to long already, so I am going to let out half of what I feel right now, this instant..,

Eyhh, hello, grow up la kayhh :) , your not worth my anger or sadness anymore if you're gonna act like dis.

I thought you were more than that. To think I was one of the few who, deep down inside, knew you were smarter than this. Turns out, I was wrong, like most of the time kn?

Bad character judgement much? Yes yes, very bad, very very bad.

P.S. :

J.e.s.w.e.n.a

So tell me about the rumours
Are they only rumours, are they only lies?

biography

suddenly i'm famous and people know my name

*JESWENA,
Kaur A/P Jagjit Singh, lmao.

Hey there! I am Jeswena's friend (bestfriend, if I must say :P) & I'm here to conquer her page!!! Okay, not really. She doesn't really know that I'm doing this but I thought, why not? Hopefully she doesn't ~~kill me~~.

You must be wondering, "How the hell she have gotten Jeswena's password?", simple answer to your question, I AM PSYCHIC.
Lmao, no, I created this blog for her about 3 years back and I've been helping her to change blogskins eversince then. (:
I'm going to tell you things about her, as people always say that one person would never know he/she as much as their bestfriends. I lied, people don't say that, I do.

She have been in my life for more than 9 years now and she is the greatest person that I've ever met. Frankly speaking, I don't think I would even be here right now if it wasn't for her. She is someone that would be there for you, if you need someone to talk to and she has the BEST shoulder to cry on, lol.
I trust her with my whole life and I really hate it when people start judging her. Many people think that she is annoying, sensitive or shit. I mean, why judge? If they look into the mirror, they themselves are just the same.
Why? Because we are only HUMAN. There is nothing wrong with asking more than a question, there is nothing wrong to cry when you're angry or sad, those are just normal actions that people take, don't you think?

Oh yeah, so back to Jeswena (haha), she love the color purple A WHOLE LOT, but not to the extend that she wants her whole wedding to be purple in the future (you don't right, Jes? lol).
Her hobby is technically being silly; singing & dancing stupidly in her hall like nobody's business. She likes listening to music too and of course, hanging out with me, haha (eventho I'm in Canada rightnow. :( ).
She loves travelling, eventhough she don't travel much around the world, her favourite country that she wants to study at is UK (British boys, ey? ;) ).

Forgot to include that she is actually born in Malaysia, & is currently there now.
She thinks that she might not ever leave, but also thinks that there's always a possibilty (good). If she doesn't leave the country in 10 years, I would personally buy her tickets, if I've got the money, lol. Somehow, she IS a little picky, she dislike many things but she would always try to like them (more to forcing herself). &how can I forget, her birthday is on the 18TH of DECEMBER. Don't forget to wish her! xx.