You say you really know me
You're not afraid to show me, what is in your eyes
hurt.
Friday, June 4, 2010 / 2:31 AM
Hurts.
It hurts to know you don't care.
It hurts to know I do.
It hurts that you can easily walk away.
It hurts knowing how much I love you.
It hurts that you have moved on.
It hurts that I want to let go simply by knowing the fact that you don't give 5 shits.
It hurts to know how much I mean.
It hurts to use the past tense knowing I am no longer in your life.
It hurts that you do not know the depth and importance of this to me.
It hurts that you let people you barely know take over.
It hurts that you don't listen, but I don't blame you, for I don't too.
It hurts that you can't see all we want is your happiness and love you so much it hurts.
It hurts how harsh you are.
It hurts how everything you said doesn't matter anymore and how you can betray like this when you yourself hate false/empty promises.
It hurts knowing that we are temporary items for you.
It hurts knowing we have both done so much for each other and the basis of this 'break up' is so tiny and silly.
It hurts that you can't just tell me whats your problem so we can fix it.
It hurts that you never really knew how important you are to me.
Well, now I'm telling you.
You shoulda' known me better, I'm sorry but I don't speak of my feelings.
It hurts that you'd rather just let me go than working it out.
It hurts finally knowing how important I am to you..,
but I will never lie about how important you are to me. No matter how egoistic we both are, no matter how much it puts me down. I won't lie about the fact that I love you and still care about you for you should know by now what kind of a person I am and how much I care about all the people I love. It's a shame, and I thought you knew me better, turns out you don't :/ .
J.e.s.w.e.n.a
