Learn, Love, Live.

You say you really know me
You're not afraid to show me, what is in your eyes

hello World!

Sunday, June 27, 2010 / 9:01 AM

It's like 9 am now and I haven't slept the whole day. Supposed to analyze some case study but I'm not sure in what sense? LOL, Don't worry, I am analyzing it anyways, minor adjustments can be made later on. I cannot wait to get my liscence. I am so bored with life at times, that at least with my liscence I can go to new places everyday so I cannot be bored :D .

Don't get me wrong, I get bored of places and things to do but not of people. Once I love someone, its hard to break that bond of love. Owh well, its just me, don't get freaked, out but the minute I meet a person, there is the bond, the love-I-feel-for-this-person bond, and its strength depends on how the person treats me. So if lama-kelamaan people do stuff that hurt me or piss me off, I can lose my love for them if I find them not worth loving, yes I really can ;) . As mean as it sounds, it is like, why take the hurt when it does you no good? I mean people that treat you like crap are bound to be people who don't care about you or don't love you kn? So yeah, that is how I feel about friendship love or any other love that is.

Soulmate love is a whole different story :) . I admit, I'm rough, harsh, mean, weak, over-sensitive and annoying at times, but with all sincerity, its only because I feel unloved. As cliche as it sounds, there it is, I'm admitting it to the world right now. LOL. I can be nice though, I am just afraid of people taking me for granted. I can be really nice if you are really nice :) . Owh, and it also has something to do with my schemas ;D .AAHhhaHHA, true true,I am not joking.

Anyways, I cannot wait for holls, nothing exciting in store yet but I have a really good feeling about it, other than the fact I have to do my liscence la. Scared la :/ .

Owh and btw, recently thinking of how silly this drama is, I think I am going to re-add someone. I think his ego is too high that the day he would start talking to me is the day I die, where he wont get the chance to and regrets, so why not eyh, I just start :D . Time to be nicer Jeswena, it is possible since you don't have a dirty or cruel heart. Not everyone is out to get you or ruin your life :/ .

J.e.s.w.e.n.a

You say you really know me
You're not afraid to show me, what is in your eyes

hello World!

Sunday, June 27, 2010 / 9:01 AM

Anyways, I cannot wait for holls, nothing exciting in store yet but I have a really good feeling about it, other than the fact I have to do my liscence la. Scared la :/ .

J.e.s.w.e.n.a

So tell me about the rumours
Are they only rumours, are they only lies?

biography

suddenly i'm famous and people know my name

*JESWENA,
Kaur A/P Jagjit Singh, lmao.

Hey there! I am Jeswena's friend (bestfriend, if I must say :P) & I'm here to conquer her page!!! Okay, not really. She doesn't really know that I'm doing this but I thought, why not? Hopefully she doesn't ~~kill me~~.

You must be wondering, "How the hell she have gotten Jeswena's password?", simple answer to your question, I AM PSYCHIC.
Lmao, no, I created this blog for her about 3 years back and I've been helping her to change blogskins eversince then. (:
I'm going to tell you things about her, as people always say that one person would never know he/she as much as their bestfriends. I lied, people don't say that, I do.

She have been in my life for more than 9 years now and she is the greatest person that I've ever met. Frankly speaking, I don't think I would even be here right now if it wasn't for her. She is someone that would be there for you, if you need someone to talk to and she has the BEST shoulder to cry on, lol.
I trust her with my whole life and I really hate it when people start judging her. Many people think that she is annoying, sensitive or shit. I mean, why judge? If they look into the mirror, they themselves are just the same.
Why? Because we are only HUMAN. There is nothing wrong with asking more than a question, there is nothing wrong to cry when you're angry or sad, those are just normal actions that people take, don't you think?

Oh yeah, so back to Jeswena (haha), she love the color purple A WHOLE LOT, but not to the extend that she wants her whole wedding to be purple in the future (you don't right, Jes? lol).
Her hobby is technically being silly; singing & dancing stupidly in her hall like nobody's business. She likes listening to music too and of course, hanging out with me, haha (eventho I'm in Canada rightnow. :( ).
She loves travelling, eventhough she don't travel much around the world, her favourite country that she wants to study at is UK (British boys, ey? ;) ).

Forgot to include that she is actually born in Malaysia, & is currently there now.
She thinks that she might not ever leave, but also thinks that there's always a possibilty (good). If she doesn't leave the country in 10 years, I would personally buy her tickets, if I've got the money, lol. Somehow, she IS a little picky, she dislike many things but she would always try to like them (more to forcing herself). &how can I forget, her birthday is on the 18TH of DECEMBER. Don't forget to wish her! xx.