&laughter is the medicine for my heart.
:)
Thursday, November 5, 2009 9:10 AM
♥ LOLOLOLOL.
Okayyhhhh, so holidays have begun since the 3oth of October 2009 and here I am not even halfway through it but starting to feel the BD (Boredom Disease).

I'm just waking up, bathing, eating, sleeping, onlining, peeing, pooping and texting. Owh, and I forgot watching movies. Damnit! Owh well, at least I still have this dear new blog to turn to at this hour.

The previous post was lyrics to a song and music video I have loved for a very long time, so yeahh. Man, am I really this bored!? To the friggin extent of me detailing every single thing I'm doing or did. I want to go out, I want to but then again, I don't want to. I am so stopping myslef in reality but right now, I don't really know, what is fun to do or, what I feel like doing for fun anymore. I feel so lifeless.

J.e.s.w.e.n.a

&fulfilling my dreams in my heart. <3

8:57 AM
♥ Shayne Ward ; If That's Okay With You

If that's ok with you
I love the way that you look without your make up
I had a girl before we met but we broke up
Theres something 'bout you that makes me want to step up
step up and be with you
If that's ok with you

We'll keep the neighbors awake too late too late
cos imma make you feel so good thats how i see it happening
yeah we'll keep the neighbors awake to late too late
cos baby i wanna step up and be with you
if thats ok with you

im gonna make you feel like you are heaven on earth
I'm gonna thank your mother just for giving you birth
im gonna wanna hold you in my arms when you cry
if thats ok with you
if thats ok with you

I wanna keep your toothbrush at my appartment
Make a second set of keys and ask you to move in
I'm not crazy
I know what im getting myself in
I wanna live with you
If thats ok with you

im gonna make you feel like you are heaven on earth
I'm gonna thank your mother just for giving you birth
im gonna wanna hold you in my arms when you cry
if thats ok with you
if thats ok with you

im gonna make you feel like you are heaven on earth
I'm gonna thank your mother just for giving you birth
im gonna wanna hold you in my arms when you cry
if thats ok with you
if thats ok with you
if thats ok with you
if thats ok with you

yeah yeah

we'll keep the neighbours awake too late too late
I wanna love you this way that way this way
We'll keep the neighbours awake too late too late
I wanna love you this way that way this way

im gonna make you feel like you are heaven on earth
I'm gonna thank your mother just for giving you birth
im gonna wanna hold you in my arms when you cry
if thats ok with you
if thats ok with you

(Im gonna love you)

im gonna make you feel like you are heaven on earth
I'm gonna thank your mother just for giving you birth
im gonna wanna hold you in my arms when you cry
if thats ok with you
if thats ok with you
If thats ok with you
if thats ok with you
if thats ok with you


&fulfilling my dreams in my heart. <3

Monday, October 26, 2009 1:10 AM
♥ WOAH.
woah.., I just noticed how dead my blog is, I'm really sorry for abandoning it for almost a month but I was super busy and and and I needed a break,whatever I need to say is A LOT so yeahh,no time to write all of it here right.

Okayy,so to sort of summarize the last month, since I'm feeling really lazy now, I had pondered on whether to cut my hair for quite awhile before I had some sort of polling system for it on Facebook :D .I noticed there were more "cut" than "don't cut" even though it was really close. I eventually decided to randomly start with a trim one fine day along with Mindy.

We liked our new hair at first, as we both had a trim for even our fringes. This was on Monday and the next Monday, I randomly decided again, to go have a real hair cut this time because I had to wait for the bus, it was still early and Katherine Anne Kaur (lol!) said "it's just hair,it'll grow back".

Almost the same thing Britney Spears said right!? I wasn't about to take advice from someone who was mentally unstable at the time and sub-consciously shaved bald!? Which is why it made a bigger impact on me, when Kath said it.

Therefore, I went for it and at first, I looked like an office girl but it was nice. It still felt average though and everyone said it would be better if i trimmed it a little shorter. The very next Saturday, I decided to do it after careful consideration. It looks okay but my wavy roots are kicking in which makes it look funny.

I noticed I do miss my real hair though, after seeing loads of old pictures (wonder why out of all the times, the pictures are turning up now!?).LOL.I keep wondering was it the right move? Owh well, what's done is done, I'm happy with it right now though even if I do banyak songeh.

J.e.s.w.e.n.a

&fulfilling my dreams in my heart. <3

Friday, October 2, 2009 4:59 AM
♥ Hadi Here.
Hadi here. I was sent by the CanYouBelieveTheFuelPriceNowadays?!God! organization to do a research on Jeswena Kaur Chahil. I've spent the last 15 days analyzing this 'wonder of the world' and I found out a lot of facts and theories about her.

Jeswena is a walking IQ game. Talking to her is like solving a puzzle. She talks fast. Real fast. She talks fast and a lot. My interview with her:

"So, let's start with your name."
"My name is Jeswena, I'm 18 years old. I live in Subang even though I don't really know the way around here. It's really confusing! I (this is the part where I spaced out) I was like "What?!" and then this guy with a moustache like (I spaced out) Five bucks! Can you believe that? I was screaming! So then I said "Bang, mana ada Nasi Lemak tak ada ayam (spaced out) ..."

I pretended to listen and nod throughout the interview. I recorded the whole interview with a tape recorder but the tape recorder committed suicide.

So I went to her friends who live around Subang:

"So, Aaron, what can you tell me about Jeswena?"
"Jeswena?! Let me tell you about Jeswena--"

My interview with Aaron cannot be displayed as he used a lot of vulgar words. Some vulgar words he used can't even be found in the dictionary or even Google.

"Mindy, what can you tell me about Jeswena?"
"Where's my extension that you guys borrowed?"
"Uhh..."

My interview with Mindy too cannot be displayed as she used a lot of vulgar words. Noone was hurt, except my feelings and self-esteem.

All in all, Jeswena is still a mystery to all of us. But I will say this: Don't vote for Jeswena if she ever runs for Prime Minster. Seriously, do you want our national flag to be blue, yellow, red, white and purple?

Sincerely,
Prof. Hadi
Cambridge University's Head of School of Janitorial Arts

&fulfilling my dreams in my heart. <3

Wednesday, September 23, 2009 6:10 AM
♥ speciallyforyou<3 :) .

Amira Bt. Alif Kong
will never forget you ever!!
<33.

btw, I chose this image because is shows YOU.
chinese + malay = chilay
*according to you la :)*
We are gonna to miss you, cant wait for you to came back!

J.e.s.w.e.n.a

&fulfilling my dreams in my heart. <3

1:28 AM
♥ W.O.W.
Okay, I'm going to try and summarize everything, as in my holidays so far.no pictures though! I know I'm slow but when I get them I will put them up.

18th September 2009

I went to college as normal today and on Fridays we have 6 hours of break time so we were dead bored thinking of what to do. Finally, we decided to go back to Mindy's and sleep. We surprisingly ended up sleeping for 4 hours straight and woke up just when there was 2 hours left to class. We used the remaining 2 hours to makan-makan :D .

After lunch at AC we sat around for awhile and headed to class. Later, I supposedly had to rush home and pack as I was going to Malacca but I got distracted by Dwana's cute little abandoned puppy and started playing with it. We all were but I stayed the longest after asking my father to help send the driver to fetch me because it was raining heavily and getting dark. So, I waited and waited and while doing so, I was playing with the puppy and talking to Dwana.

Finally, they came and the first thing I did was start packing when I reached home and after that, took a nice warm shower! We ended up leaving at around 8 or 9pm I think, but we had dinner at home though. Eventually reached Malacca, and slept off! ;d .

19th September 2009

Woke up he next day rather early, around 10am I think. Supposed to go shopping with parents, and sightsee a little around Malacca*although we have done that countless times,it never gets boring :) * .

I bought some new stuff,lol,not much but here goes nothing. I bought a pair of leggings,a pair of jeans,2 shirts and quite a lot*for me* of accesories, including HAIR accesories :) . I had my favourite dish there, that night, which is pari with rice for an early dinner. For lunch, my mother recommended the char siu rice, also good!

After all that, went to walk around Malacca for awhile around A'Famosa Fort and the city. By the time we got back, I was dead tired so I slept off!again. =.= .LOL.

20th September 2009

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!! :) .
maaf zahir & batin.

So yeah! Today was raya, and me and my family went to celebrate in my aunts house at Negeri Sembilan*she's a muslim convert :) *. Along with my 5 cousins and eldest cousins' boyfriend*my uncle was outstation-ing*.We reached around 2-3pm for lunch and stayed until around 10pm after ice cream for dessert! We had lots of fun, well, I did! :D . Then it was back to Malacca and off to bed :) !!

21st September 2009

Today we went to the zoo at Malacca,spent around 3-4 hours there, not bad with lots of animals. We had A&W for lunch and walked around for all those hours :) .

After that we went to see the replica of the Portuguese ship and two other museums, the Navy museum and the Samudera museum. It was fun seeing historical stuff but History is not fun to study though,thank god we're done with that now,us 18-year-olds. :D :) .

Anyways, that night I had pari again! After dinner, did a little accesory shopping and left for some well deserved SLEEP!*ahhhh :)*.

22nd September 2009

We woke up early this morning to come home as we already had plans. I, was supposed to go for Amira's open house/farewell as she is going to study in Moscow, Russia :( *she left yesterday at 2.00am btw*. My sister, Jillian, and I only were supposed to go home so we did. I have no idea what her plans were.

However, when we reached home, we found ourselves stunned! We had not even had our lunch yet along with the driver and batman*fyi,means like a male nanny or something* who sent us back home.

We were stunned because there was water all over the floor in my room*=.=* and it led to the kitchen so half the kitchen was wet as well. It was a mini flood i guess because the water was about 2-3 cm high but covered the whole floor. All the things on the floor were wet*we're drying them now and restoring it btw, some are still outside*.

I immediately grabbed a mop and started mopping because everyone else did not know where to start so i thought "what the heck!?" and I did something about it*the staring instead of doing something was rather annoying*.

When I started though, everyone helped, the driver and batman did most of the work including me*who fell asleep awhile later*. I was agitated at someone for being so ignorant but whatever! I had to leave at 3pm so before Tv, Efaa and Nicole fetched me, I ordered them some McDonalds since we all had not eaten and my sister had gone off as soon as we got back. Later, I was off to Mira's and we had fun catching up,chit-chatting, and eating raya food!

Mira did not want us to go to the airport that night as she was afraid she will start crying and she did not want us to see her cry :) *how sweet eyh!?*. We were adamant though and thought of making it a surprise so when we said we will go and she said no! i forbid you, all we did was mumble and ignore her.

After that, Nayim, Nicole, Efaa and myself left for Efaa's and waited for Tv so we can plan the how to go that night. While waiting, we had ketupat goreng and drinks for tea as well and Que decided to come as well because he thought of asking us to come over his place at Cheras that night but we had other plans so we told him to come over first.

Then, Tv arrived and after awhile Nayim left as he was not following us to KLIA. We stood around planning for awhile and decided we all would go in two cars*Que's and Tv's* and then later come back with Fara who was going on her own, as me and Efaa could not get back too late due to the circumstances and so Que, Tv and Nicole could go to Cheras.

When we reached KLIA, Mira was only a little surprised to see us as she had a hunch we would be there and even told Tv earlier on, "if you come,i hope your car got accident :D"*her mouth is always like that :)*. She was happy though that we came, I could see from her smile. Thank GOD Efaa was there as she was the one along with Fara cracking jokes all the time making everyone laugh until none of us cried :) .

It was fun hanging out at McDonalds altogether before going back our separate ways to college and her going to Russia. We said our goodbye's at around 11.45pm and left as Mira had a briefing at 12.00am before boarding the flight. Man! i will surely miss her :( .We have been rather best friends since we were 14 years old :) . We went through loads of emotional s*** together and eventhough we drifted a little apart in Form 4 when we were all in different classes, we still had a bond where we have each other in our hearts and minds eventhough we dont see or speak to each other often.


Highschool was the BOMB and so are you girls :)) . I will always appreciate and care about you all no matter how lupa kawan you guys say I am ;d .<33333333.

Anyways,had a great weekend la and day but I am so stressed because of numerous things right now,OMG!daymnn, I have to start on my assignments and studying =.= .owh well, better late than never! :D .


J.e.s.w.e.n.a

&fulfilling my dreams in my heart. <3

Saturday, September 12, 2009 11:34 AM
♥ oknowwhattosay.

lol.old picture in form5 highschool road run,and yes,if anyone wondered,its a co-ed school! :) .




okayh,lets start with my bestie,*drumroll*........TIFFANY. :) .





so embarrasingly stone-ed-ed in public!





see that ugly little thing which tried to squeeze in and ruin a good picture!?well....,thats ME! :D .




ooOOOoOOo,old picture.like also 4 months or 2 months back. :) .




i saw her taking it!and i wasn't ready,he didn't.owh well!





cool ehh,credits to Tiff's awesome-ness photography! ;d .






at the pondok that raining-motha-effing-cold night!




few years back at quicksilver!omg,look how small we were.wheeee. ;) .owh,btw,Sunway Lagoon.




almost perfection :) .

favourite no.,colour,alphabet!




J.e.s.w.e.n.a


&fulfilling my dreams in my heart. <3

welcome
You can't judge a book by its cover.

So don't judge me through my words and my pictures.
tq. Welcome! :)

her
A person named Jeswena Kaur owns this blog and she is 17+ years old now.
18th of December.

She was born in Malaysia and she thinks she might not ever leave
but there's always a possibility. ;)

She lovessssssss the colour purple(not the book k) and her hobbies include being silly, singing stupidly, listening to music n just hanging out with loved ones.

She dislikes many things but she always tries to like 'em. lol.
She knows it sounds stupid btw.
Anything else in her mind will be written here so read if u want to.


desires
a great love life.
a bestest best friend.
a new Sony Ericsson phone.
purple dress from Forever21.
stop swearing.
Tiffany to not go to Michigan.
get my driving license.
purple handbag from mng or forever21.
bronzer.
pass all my exam papers.
Tiff's mashpotato.
freedom.
a new laptop.
sleepover at tiff's.

that's all for now. :)

speak

walkaway

reminders

designer&friend