You say you really know me
You're not afraid to show me, what is in your eyes
Hopeful Better Days.
Saturday, September 3, 2011 / 10:45 PM
Selamat Hari Raya & Happy Merdeka!
Okay, lately things have been looking rather down (yeah I'm normally here when things are not good,lol). I haven no idea why but I always associate periods like these as just a phase. It'll pass. I mean, "This too shall pass"-KingSolomon,no? Well, I'm hopeful, extremely hopeful and optimistic. I hope it passes soon though as I have three more months of work and I don't want to ruin that. I don't have much to say right now, except that boredom was the key motivator to my being here.
J.e.s.w.e.n.a
Mental Note.
Tuesday, June 21, 2011 / 2:17 PM
Mental note, Jeswena: Don't ever get to close to those who are known to be irresponsible friends.
Also, be a more responsible friend, best friend, daughter, granddaughter and sister.
Update of mental note: Don't take too much from someone, you need to give as well. In any emotional, physical or mental way possible.
J.e.s.w.e.n.a
Boy + band
Tuesday, June 14, 2011 / 5:20 PM
You guys probably think I'm referring to the Backstreet Boys, N'SYNC, Westlife or some other cliche boyband names you've heard before. Sorry to disappoint, but nope, I won't be referring to any one of those names I just mentioned. In fact, I'm here to post about one of my favourites...., hold on, I think I should make them my FAVOURITE boyband of all time since I was a kid, you ready?
The HANSONS
or what they're more commonly known as, Hansons.
You see, lately I've been feeling kind of down for many reasons and thinking too much about what has happened to me. Listening to them brought back nostalgia of happier times I used to have as a kid. It makes me happy even in the present as I tune into songs such as 'I Will Come To You', 'Love Somebody To Know', 'Stories', 'Sometimes' and the ever-so-famous, MMMBop.
In addition, I've recently recalled one of my other favourite acts of all time. EMINEM yo!
Two trailer park girls go round the outside; round the outside, round the outside
Yeah, that's what I'm talking about man. Okay, I'll admit that's not exactly what I'm talking about, of course I'm referring to most of his other lyrics which makes awesome sense, compared to that phrase. I just felt like typing that out. Yeah, his lyrics may be full of cussing and depression, but cut him some slack, Marshall Mathers has been through loads of crap in his life so we shall be more considerate. Plus, it did lead him and motivate him to come up with the awesome metaphorical s*** he has come up with over the years :D . Ahh, feels good having a little of his taste in my post while speaking of the lord-of-whiteboy-rap himself :) .
These which I'm mentioning now memang ze best of the best la which I really love and will always have a special place in my musical-entwined heart. Owh, and I'm a real hard on music lover so I'm sorry if it's too many to handle. Hehe. Though, no worries, I am not so shallow as to only have these musical interests. Trust me, you wouldn't want me to start. Trust me.
;)
J.e.s.w.e.n.a
MusicMakesPeopleGoGaGa!
Tuesday, June 7, 2011 / 12:11 PM
Songs for the moment:
1. Daylight - Matt & Kim
2. Fast Car - Tracy Chapman
3. Danza Kuduro - Don Omar ft. Lucenzo
4. Vem Dancar Kuduro - Lucenzo ft. Big Ali
5. I'm Not Gonna Teach Your Boyfriend How To Dance With You - Black Kids
6. Original Pranskter - The Offspring
7. Pretty Fly For A White Guy - The Offspring
8. Smells Like Team Spirit - Nirvana
J.e.s.w.e.n.a
Not.My.Time.
/ 11:52 AM
I've been having such horrible weeks these past few months. First off, I was so broke I couldn't even afford the Deadmau5 event eventhough I really wanted to attend. Then, even after I said I wasn't going so many times, my bestfriend begged me to go as she wanted company. So, I finally after a huge amount of persuasion and negotiation, we ended up with me going and in return I pay for only RM60 out of RM150 of the ticket. I felt bad as she was willing to pay for the ticket and so I decided to go eventhough spending even a cent on the event wasn't part of my plan. Anyways, it was fine as I could pay her back in a few weeks. However, tragedy striked!
The following week, me being my clumsy self accidentally pulled off a friend's car door lock (yes, the one that goes up and down). It wasn't even my friend's car which put me in more debt (bear in mind, I'm not the person usually in debt at ALL). The lock was fixed in the previous incident for about RM500 so I figured I needed to save up this much to pay the person back. About a month later I found out the repair was RM200++. I can't remember exactly how much but yeah I felt better a little for a moment.
A week or so after finding out about the repair price, while driving a co-worker's car it got scratched badly :/ .It was when I was parking right after reaching back to the office. How sad is that? Damnn.. Well, that meant I would probably be in another RM 300 debt. PROBABLY. I don't know the final cost until today, or whether it is even repaired yet but all I know is that I am in about an RM600 debt by now.
So yeah, I just needed to vent as I've been rather unlucky for these past few weeks. Hopefully, my luck changes soon. I received my first paycheck last Friday though but might not be able to use much of it, even to pay back for damages as I don't plan on letting my parents know what happened. They don't know me as a person well enough to understand those mistakes.
J.e.s.w.e.n.a
Sighh..
Monday, May 30, 2011 / 10:46 PM
Somebody please help me.
I wish I can just burry my head in a hole right now and not come out of it just to escape everything.
Go look for trouble, then don't know exactly how to get outta it completely unscarred, and I mean every party being unscarred. I'm lost, again.. sighh..
J.e.s.w.e.n.a
RT
Sunday, December 12, 2010 / 6:48 PM
Okay, I cannot believe I used to be in love with this guy right down here.
Yeah, for those of you who noticed, its Justin Hawkins from the band The Darkness. I still think he is good looking, but nah.., not having the huge teenage crush anymore,lol.
J.e.s.w.e.n.a
You say you really know me
You're not afraid to show me, what is in your eyes
Hopeful Better Days.
Saturday, September 3, 2011 / 10:45 PM
Selamat Hari Raya & Happy Merdeka!
Okay, lately things have been looking rather down (yeah I'm normally here when things are not good,lol). I haven no idea why but I always associate periods like these as just a phase. It'll pass. I mean, "This too shall pass"-KingSolomon,no? Well, I'm hopeful, extremely hopeful and optimistic. I hope it passes soon though as I have three more months of work and I don't want to ruin that. I don't have much to say right now, except that boredom was the key motivator to my being here.
J.e.s.w.e.n.a
Mental Note.
Tuesday, June 21, 2011 / 2:17 PM
Mental note, Jeswena: Don't ever get to close to those who are known to be irresponsible friends.
Also, be a more responsible friend, best friend, daughter, granddaughter and sister.
Update of mental note: Don't take too much from someone, you need to give as well. In any emotional, physical or mental way possible.
J.e.s.w.e.n.a
Boy + band
Tuesday, June 14, 2011 / 5:20 PM
You guys probably think I'm referring to the Backstreet Boys, N'SYNC, Westlife or some other cliche boyband names you've heard before. Sorry to disappoint, but nope, I won't be referring to any one of those names I just mentioned. In fact, I'm here to post about one of my favourites...., hold on, I think I should make them my FAVOURITE boyband of all time since I was a kid, you ready?
The HANSONS
or what they're more commonly known as, Hansons.
You see, lately I've been feeling kind of down for many reasons and thinking too much about what has happened to me. Listening to them brought back nostalgia of happier times I used to have as a kid. It makes me happy even in the present as I tune into songs such as 'I Will Come To You', 'Love Somebody To Know', 'Stories', 'Sometimes' and the ever-so-famous, MMMBop.
In addition, I've recently recalled one of my other favourite acts of all time. EMINEM yo!
Two trailer park girls go round the outside; round the outside, round the outside
Yeah, that's what I'm talking about man. Okay, I'll admit that's not exactly what I'm talking about, of course I'm referring to most of his other lyrics which makes awesome sense, compared to that phrase. I just felt like typing that out. Yeah, his lyrics may be full of cussing and depression, but cut him some slack, Marshall Mathers has been through loads of crap in his life so we shall be more considerate. Plus, it did lead him and motivate him to come up with the awesome metaphorical s*** he has come up with over the years :D . Ahh, feels good having a little of his taste in my post while speaking of the lord-of-whiteboy-rap himself :) .
These which I'm mentioning now memang ze best of the best la which I really love and will always have a special place in my musical-entwined heart. Owh, and I'm a real hard on music lover so I'm sorry if it's too many to handle. Hehe. Though, no worries, I am not so shallow as to only have these musical interests. Trust me, you wouldn't want me to start. Trust me.
;)
J.e.s.w.e.n.a
MusicMakesPeopleGoGaGa!
Tuesday, June 7, 2011 / 12:11 PM
Songs for the moment:
1. Daylight - Matt & Kim
2. Fast Car - Tracy Chapman
3. Danza Kuduro - Don Omar ft. Lucenzo
4. Vem Dancar Kuduro - Lucenzo ft. Big Ali
5. I'm Not Gonna Teach Your Boyfriend How To Dance With You - Black Kids
6. Original Pranskter - The Offspring
7. Pretty Fly For A White Guy - The Offspring
8. Smells Like Team Spirit - Nirvana
J.e.s.w.e.n.a
Not.My.Time.
/ 11:52 AM
I've been having such horrible weeks these past few months. First off, I was so broke I couldn't even afford the Deadmau5 event eventhough I really wanted to attend. Then, even after I said I wasn't going so many times, my bestfriend begged me to go as she wanted company. So, I finally after a huge amount of persuasion and negotiation, we ended up with me going and in return I pay for only RM60 out of RM150 of the ticket. I felt bad as she was willing to pay for the ticket and so I decided to go eventhough spending even a cent on the event wasn't part of my plan. Anyways, it was fine as I could pay her back in a few weeks. However, tragedy striked!
The following week, me being my clumsy self accidentally pulled off a friend's car door lock (yes, the one that goes up and down). It wasn't even my friend's car which put me in more debt (bear in mind, I'm not the person usually in debt at ALL). The lock was fixed in the previous incident for about RM500 so I figured I needed to save up this much to pay the person back. About a month later I found out the repair was RM200++. I can't remember exactly how much but yeah I felt better a little for a moment.
A week or so after finding out about the repair price, while driving a co-worker's car it got scratched badly :/ .It was when I was parking right after reaching back to the office. How sad is that? Damnn.. Well, that meant I would probably be in another RM 300 debt. PROBABLY. I don't know the final cost until today, or whether it is even repaired yet but all I know is that I am in about an RM600 debt by now.
So yeah, I just needed to vent as I've been rather unlucky for these past few weeks. Hopefully, my luck changes soon. I received my first paycheck last Friday though but might not be able to use much of it, even to pay back for damages as I don't plan on letting my parents know what happened. They don't know me as a person well enough to understand those mistakes.
J.e.s.w.e.n.a
Sighh..
Monday, May 30, 2011 / 10:46 PM
Somebody please help me.
I wish I can just burry my head in a hole right now and not come out of it just to escape everything.
Go look for trouble, then don't know exactly how to get outta it completely unscarred, and I mean every party being unscarred. I'm lost, again.. sighh..
J.e.s.w.e.n.a
RT
Sunday, December 12, 2010 / 6:48 PM
Okay, I cannot believe I used to be in love with this guy right down here.
Yeah, for those of you who noticed, its Justin Hawkins from the band The Darkness. I still think he is good looking, but nah.., not having the huge teenage crush anymore,lol.
J.e.s.w.e.n.a
So tell me about the rumours
Are they only rumours, are they only lies?
biography
suddenly i'm famous and people know my name
*JESWENA,
Kaur A/P Jagjit Singh, lmao.
Hey there! I am Jeswena's friend (bestfriend, if I must say :P) & I'm here to conquer her page!!! Okay, not really. She doesn't really know that I'm doing this but I thought, why not? Hopefully she doesn't kill me.
You must be wondering, "How the hell she have gotten Jeswena's password?", simple answer to your question, I AM PSYCHIC.
Lmao, no, I created this blog for her about 3 years back and I've been helping her to change blogskins eversince then. (:
I'm going to tell you things about her, as people always say that one person would never know he/she as much as their bestfriends. I lied, people don't say that, I do.
She have been in my life for more than 9 years now and she is the greatest person that I've ever met. Frankly speaking, I don't think I would even be here right now if it wasn't for her. She is someone that would be there for you,
if you need someone to talk to and she has the BEST shoulder to cry on, lol.
I trust her with my whole life and I really hate it when people start judging her. Many people think that she is annoying, sensitive or shit. I mean, why judge? If they look into the mirror, they themselves are just the same.
Why? Because we are only HUMAN. There is nothing wrong with asking more than a question, there is nothing wrong to cry when you're angry or sad, those are just normal actions that people take, don't you think?
Oh yeah, so back to Jeswena (haha), she love the color purple A WHOLE LOT, but not to the extend that she wants her whole wedding to be purple in the future (you don't right, Jes? lol).
Her hobby is technically being silly; singing & dancing stupidly in her hall like nobody's business. She likes listening to music too and of course, hanging out with me, haha (eventho I'm in Canada rightnow. :( ).
She loves travelling, eventhough she don't travel much around the world, her favourite country that she wants to study at is UK (British boys, ey? ;) ).
Forgot to include that she is actually born in Malaysia, & is currently there now.
She thinks that she might not ever leave, but also thinks that there's always a possibilty (good). If she doesn't leave the country in 10 years, I would personally buy her tickets, if I've got the money, lol. Somehow, she IS a little picky,
she dislike many things but she would always try to like them (more to forcing herself). &how can I forget, her birthday is on the 18TH of DECEMBER. Don't forget to wish her! xx.
Falling out of a perfect dream
coming out of the blue...is it true, is it over?
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you count down ten to one because when on zero you can smile
Did I throw it away? Was it you?
Did you tell me you would never leave me this way?
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down the beaten track, along the river with an empty bank
